Okay, I have been holding back. If you haven't noticed I haven't posted my weight yet? I've thought of just posting how much I loose and never posting what weight I actually started at. The reason I haven't posted it yet is because it is incredibly hard for me to admit how overweight I have let myself become, and I am incredibly self conscious of what other people think of me. It is hard for me to know that other people know what my weaknesses are. Which doesn't make sense. Everyone can see I'm over weight. So who am I kidding, just myself. If you have kept up with BFF Amy's blog she talks about weighing herself every day. Well, I am just the opposite. I very rarely weight myself. It's kind of like if I don't weigh myself then I'm not really very overweight. It's my way of avoiding the problem.
Well, today I am taking full responsibility for my weight and I am admitting to myself and the world (I am still cringing as I write this) that I started last week at 198 pounds. There I said it. Does it make me feel better to admit it? No, but it does make me feel more accountable, and it does make me determined to never be that weight again.
If you saw my update on facebook you already know how much weight I lost last week. For those of you who don't know you can watch the video and find out!
2 comments:
Great job Kim! Proud of ya!! Your face looks a lot thinner than day 1. Keep up the good work!!
love ya
Jenn
I think you are so brave. Not just for posting your weight but for documenting the whole process. I just thought you should know that I think you have such a cute sense of style. I often look at you and think, I need to find some cute clothes like Kim - and her hair always looks good! BTW congratulations on the weight loss.
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